Monday, March 12, 2007

I just want to stay home and sleep

DH and I had a discussion and we decided (after lots of tears and sniffles, etc) that if we don't move to Houston we will try the injects for four cycles and then wait until after my first year of school to start IVF so that we can save up some money for the procedures. If we do move, we will find an RE in Houston and either try a few cycles of injects or just move to IVF, depending on our insurance coverage for injects. So, I'm kind of conflicted about the potential move. Part of me would love to go to Houston and start IVF and put off school for a year, part of me is really scared about finding another hospital, starting a new job, making new friends. I also wouldn't probably be able to go to Europe in August since I'd be starting a new job, and I'd be leaving the safety of a city that I've gotten used to and all my friends that I've made both outside of work and at work. I guess we'll see what it's like in Houston this weekend. I kind of want to go since I'm still upset at the possibility of having to wait to start IVF until I've finished part of my schooling.

I have my second acupuncture appointment today. I'm not really looking forward to it, since it's not as relaxing as I had thought it would be. But if it helps me to get pregnant, I'll do anything.

Today is a grey icky day, I just want to stay home and watch TV and not do anything, but I have an apppointment at 3pm, I have to drop the vacation book off at work, and pick up maps of Houston, and go to the store to buy garlic. I just want to stay home, too bad for me. Unfortunately I have to go to work tommorow, then another acupuncture appt Wednesday, then work Thursday, then go to Houston on Friday. I just want to stay at home and mope and snuggle with my puppy.

Well, gotta go and prepare to leave the house.

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